It’s been a long time since I’ve written, I know.
It’s not you, it’s me.
No, really. I’ve found myself drowning in the minutiae of small businessing. Also, taking care of three old dogs. Add to that teaching two Karen Pryor Academy courses. Training (barely) Schooner to like his veterinary visits. Add some business travel in there, and I think that’s pretty much the recipe for burnout.
You know how you just don’t want to get out of bed on Monday morning? That, “I wanna sleep a little longer, then play with the dogs, then take a nap, and then eat (but not fix) an amazingly delicious dinner before I read my book in bed until I fall asleep” feeling? That’s been me. For probably 18 months.
I’ve tried lots of different things to get the funk out.
Different organizational strategies. I’ve tried getting up early. Going to bed late. I’ve read 1,000 articles on entrepreneuring trying to figure out how I got so far off track. To date, I’ve learned nothing.
So that’s not entirely true. I have learned that getting started is the hardest part. And I mean getting anything started. I used to write three times a week. And produce a weekly video! But every week that I was away from here was one more week harder to get started again.
For awhile I ran out of ideas to write about. Plain old empty in the noggin. Couldn’t think of one thing to write about dogs or dog training.
To get back in the groove, I’m doing a little stream-of-consciousness thing.
If it’s going on in my life, I’m writing about it. My theory is that once I get started again, it’ll just get easier and easier.
Like running. The first mile is never fun. But the miles after that get easier and better. I’m hoping blogging follows suit.
So here’s what’s been going on in a nutshell.
These may sound like excuses, but that’s not my purpose of putting it all out here. My purpose is really to remind myself that I have a lot to write about if I’d just sit myself down and let it happen.
- Old dogs. I have three old dogs now. They’re priceless. They’re also crazy expensive. And worrisome. And exhausting. And the most perfect beings ever created. But they make you think. A lot. About things like quality of life. It can be both a downer and an upper all in the same day.
- Quirky dogs. I have one quirkster. Schooner, of course. The biggest, baddest dog in the house is also the scardiest. So I’ve spent a ton of time working with him to get him cool with the veterinary hospital.
- Running. I’m running a lot now. Haven’t been taking the dogs — it’s just too hot and only Schooner is young enough to go with me. Running keeps me sane, but also takes time out of my day. Schoons will head out with me in the fall when we lose some digits off the temperature.
- Working. Trying to refine my perfect niche. Been thinking about narrowing my focus. It’s a scary prospect — excluding people who want to pay me to help them. But I’m thinking it might be the best move to prevent that dreaded burnout I mentioned earlier. Plus, if I narrow my focus, I can provide more detailed and intensive help to those customers in that niche.
- Speaking. I’m headed to ClickerExpo in March 2017 and speaking on four different topics. Speaking is great fun, but man, it’s a lot of work, too. Preparing speaker submission packages, developing talks, titles, descriptions. And then putting the talk together.
- Planning. Business: What am I going to do with Smart Dog University in 20 years when I retire? Will I hire trainers? Sell it? Collapse it? Personal and business travel: should I plan any upcoming trips over the next year, given that I have three dogs that could potentially not be here in a year? My god, what would I do if I wasn’t home and one of them got really sick? {I’d die. Die dead.}
So anyway, hang around, I think I feel my writing streak coming back. Or at least there’s a little bit of a spark there.